Devil's Jaan ✔️

30.Jaana zaroori hai kya?

Dishika: mujhe apne Ghar wapis Jana hai...
( I want to go back to my home)

Adhiraj sat up and looked at her. He continued to look at her for few minutes and thought of all the worst possibilities that could happen if he let her go and the worst way their relationship would end . Then calming his heart he asked -

Kitne din ke liye .
( For how long?)

Dishika: pata nahi . Jab theek lagega tab wapis aa jaungi

( I don't know I'll be back when I feel like )

Adhiraj : Jaana zaroori hai kya?"
(Is it necessary to go ?)

He spoke almost as if breaking down . Dishika hearing this voice from him got up and looked into his eyes and spoke

Dishika : "Shayad haan."
( Maybe yes)

Adhiraj:"Shayad me toh na ki bhi umeed hai."
( There is a possibility of no in maybe)

Dishika:"Hai, magar thodi kam."
( There is but very less )

Adhiraj : " Jaldi wapis aaogi na ?"
( You'll be back soon right?)

Dishika : "Mushkil hai."
( It's difficult)

Dishika spoke with difficult. She didn't want to but staying with him was not the correct thing right now. They needed some time off of eachother.

Adhiraj chuckled bitterly and said : "Ab aisa mat kaho."
( Don't say like this now)

Dishika : "aap aaoge?"
( You'll come?)
She asked changing the topic..

Adhiraj: tch "Main yahi tumhara intezar karunga"
( Tch I'll wait for you here)

Dishika: "Kab tak?"
(Fir how long ?)

Adhiraj : "Jab tak iska jawab na mil jaaye."
( Until I get the answer for this question)

Dishika : "Kiska?"
( Which one)

Adhiraj : "Jaana zaroori hai kya?"
( Is it necessary to go ?)

Dishika was at a loss of words.

Dishika's pov -

This is such a mess . What is going on in her life..she thought . One day he acts like he cherishes her and the other day makes her feel like he disgusts her presence. I can't stay with him or without him . I loved him . Shit I loved him !

I don't know when this happened. It just happened but I can't say this to him ... no I won't say this .

Leaving a breath she put her head on his shoulder . She buried her face in his shoulder as he held her. All that she could think was that she needed him. She needed his arms around her, needed him to hold her and whisper that they'd find a way to be together

But then again she remembered the last 3 months. She couldn't stay with him .. more so she didn't want to now . She was tired of trying to make this relationship work. She was slowly losing hope and she decided that before she loses herself she would back off . She can't stay like this ..in a relationship where she wasn't respected or loved . What impact would fall on her child?

This child is the only reason why she was bearing whatever she was . When she got to know she was pregnant she was shook . This is not what she had planned her life to be like. The chaos happening in her life made her not tell Adhiraj because she was scared he would accuse her of things she didn't do . She didn't have a problem fighting back but now she was tired.

" Kal breakfast pe sabko bata dein "
( Shall we tell everyone tomorrow at breakfast?)

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