I was afraid. The strong thoughts tortured me. I was uncertain. The heavy feeling is eating me. My heart and mind was pure chaos like my world is shutting down. Until he told me we will try, that we will figure it out and for a split second, I hesitated. When he told me he loves me, the strong doubt faded, the bomb of emotions i've been holding on exploded and our hearts collided. The fear, uncertainty, heaviness and hesitation vanished and from that moment I knew, we've figured it out.