Follow the life of Maya Lovecraft and the mental turmoil she gets put through on a daily, between deaths and a military sibling that she worries about daily will she be able to pull herself out of the stress she is under? Or will this cause her to throw her life away? There will be everything from a mean but redeemable teacher, cheerleaders, and the trials of a girl in high school. Hope you all enjoy. **TRIGGER WARNINGS NOTICE: This book will have triggering topics please see the first page for the full trigger warning information.** Also will be posting character bios in a separate story so everyone can have a more detailed look at the characters.