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Tamasvi's POV

Thirteen years have passed since the night I attacked Shwet Lok (The White Realm), and Shaurya's daughter is still nowhere to be found. I found neither his son nor his daughter; they disappeared in one night.

I have been looking for them forever. They vanished into thin air, while I was consistently a few minutes behind every time. Sure, people say that time is money.

Payal initially took the boy, but when I caught up with her, she had already lost him. I am aware that he is still alive. Now, the girl vanished. Am I missing something? Some point or person. Anaya was too devastated to do it. I know my cousin more than she does.

Firstly, the castle requires additional negative energy to appear even more stunning—the sinister abode of a vicious queen. I want my son to take over this magnificent and gorgeous realm that belonged to my father and forefather.

I gazed at my palace resting on a premium cliff. However, it lacked something, and that was The King of the Castle, a monarch, a ruler for the citizens, a leader for this land, this heritage. I wanted to have a king, whatever people call it—desire, wish, or anything else. My spouse passed away as a result of a curse inflicted on him, by my grandmother. Despite being capable of managing everything myself, I also required a pure-blood successor.

However, I desire a specific king who is already in a relationship. This is why I intend to retrieve one of his missing offspring, but what comes next? I am unsure of the outcome, but if he only feels gratitude and nothing else, I will harm either him or his wife.

His wife is poison in my existence, the biggest obstacle to my love. My affection is uncomplicated, except for the sole obstacle she presents. To eliminate it, I must come up with a plan. I lost faith in the Supreme Goddess when I reached the age of eighteen. She wronged me despite being aware of the person I loved.

If they have any more things, I will lose my sanity. I might lose control, and the outcome is uncertain for everyone involved.

This reminds me of Lily, who discovered her prince charming, a mysterious figure, while I never found a companion to stand by me. Though she was once my favourite, I now despise her for being luckier than me. I acknowledge that I used the previous King to satisfy the stupid court member; I never had any feelings for him.

I ought to go to my room and think there. Before that, I must see how Garuur, my pet black panther, is doing. He knows all aspects of my life, from my past to future aspirations, interests, fixations, goals, and almost every detail.

He has always been there for me, in my happiness and sorrows. Only he understands the transformation of this girl from a bright and confident individual to someone with a dark heart and deep-seated darkness that cannot be diminished by anything. The king's love for his wife, cousin Anaya, never seemed to end.

Shourya and Anya are making me think about what I shouldn't do. But do I have a family? I reside alone in this castle, with no one bothering to inquire about my welfare, let alone come to see me. No one remembers me except my two-year-old child's nanny. Even she wouldn't if not for my child.

I was standing near Garuur's den, and he came out roaring. I got on my knee, and he knew what to do; he caressed my face with his whiskers. He does this when I'm lonely, like right now. But... I'm not sure about the future happenings or how I feel. I spent some time with him. I feel frustrated due to my incompetency in finding the siblings. I felt like pulling my hair out.

What the hell is going on with me? I am going insane! This all is torturing me like crazy! Showing this much emotion is not my thing, not at all.

I will go to Earth tomorrow in search of those two. I will find one of them. It's getting harder to track them with each passing day, and my mind is filling with hatred more and more with each passing moment. That's how it is. It has always been. Hatred, anger, wiliness, hunger for power—all this and many more things are only growing day by day inside me. The only thing that is lessening is my patience.

Next Day

I have searched Thailand, Finland, America, Japan, and Hong Kong. But neither of them nor their energy is found. I am considering going to India now; it's close, and it's it. I have a feeling, but I must confirm it.

It's Mumbai, nothing.

It's Gujrat, nothing.

It's Delhi, nothing.

It's Jaipur, a hint! A small spark of energy. Her energy, Anaya's energy.

I will continue tomorrow. It's not like they will go away because they don't even know me. It is going to be fun seeing either of them. If he is a boy, he must be like his father. If a girl, she will be like her mother. I hate her mother, but I want to know her appearance. It is going to be fun.

A lot of fun. 

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