You and me - Chris Sturniolo

Dont Ever

I wake up and I can still hear Chris asleep behind me

I can see through my blinds that it's still dark so it's early as hell

I pick uo my phone and it's 2:12am in the morning

I slowly lift Chris's arm off of my side and pull myself off of the bed

I set his arm on my pillow so he thinks it's me when he wakes up

I'm only wearing shorts and a tank top and it's starting to get colder so at the ass Crack of dawn it has to be freezing out

I kind of want to go for a walk so I'm gonna put on something warm

I go into my closet and grab a black hoodie and matching sweats that Chris left on my floor

I brush my hair and put my hood up

I look at a pocket knife I have but never use

I grab it and stuff it in my pocket along with a breeze pro vape and grab my phone and plant a kiss on the corner of Chris's lips

I walk down the stairs and out the front door as quietly as I can

I walk down the street towards town and hold my knife open in my pocket

I'm a little nervous about how late it is but I know I could atleast try to fight somebody and it's not very likely that anything would happen to me

I see more gas stations and food places the farther I go into town and I started to get hungry so I decide to go to mcdonalds

I walk through the parking lot and go inside

I order a chicken sandwich and Pepsi cause I'm not starving but I'm hungry

I sit down at a table near the door and start eating while scrolling through my phone

Once I finished eating I throw away my stuff and left

I continued walking through town and decide to sit at a playground by the river

I sit on a swing and my phone says 3:24am

As I'm about to start walking again my phone dings

New messages from Chris

Where are you

Yn where the fuck did you go

Hello?

Yn?

Answer me

Where the fuck are you?

Are you ok??

I decided not to answer him and I'll just go home since it's pretty late already

I start walking back home and hitting off of my breeze

Once I reach my house I walk up into the porch and inside

Chris is on the couch and the lights are on

He stands up when he sees me and rushes over

I look at him confused

"Where the hell were you" he says and he looks relieved and mad at the same time

"I just went on a walk" I say

"Hello Chris? Are you there?" I hear really quietly from the couch

I look over and his phone is lit up and he's on FaceTime

"Who's that" I ask

He opens his mouth as to say something but nothing comes out

I look back at him and he stutters

"Uh it's a friend of mine" he says

"Hello? Chris?" The voice says and it sounds unfamiliar

He goes back over to the couch and grabs his phone and hangs up

I look at him and now I feel like the angry person

"What friend..?" I ask furrowing my eyebrows

"Hannah" he says plainly

I recognize the name from my comments on Instagram

"Hannah?" I say looking up at him

He looks at me silently and I push past him

"I'm going to bed" I say annoyed and go up the stairs

"Yn you didn't answer my question" he yells and I shut my door and climb into bed

I put in my airpods and play my liked songs

I lay there for a little while and end up falling asleep

...

9:27am

I get out of bed and walk downstairs rubbing my eye

I don't see Chris anywhere which means he probably went home

I pull my phone out of my pocket because I feel it buzz

New message from Nick

Hey you busy today?

No I'm free all day why

Come over sometime today

Alright I'll be there soon

I walk upstairs to change and shower and turn on my shower right away

I go into my closet and get some leggings and a black and yellow big hoodie

I bring my outfit into the bathroom and set them on the sink counter

I take off my clothes and get in and immediately wash my hair and body

I condition my hair and rinse, then dry off and get dressed

I push my wet hair and walk out of my bathroom and decide to leave

11:09am

I walk in the door and hear talking everywhere

I look into the living room and Matt and Nick are sitting on the couch talking

Nick sees me and makes a yikes face towards the kitchen

I turn my head and Chris is with a random girl in the kitchen baking something

I make a gross face and kick off my shoes

I walk into the living room and fall down next to Matt

"What're u guys doin" I ask and Matt looks up at me from his phone

"Nothing really just watching these fucking idiots" nick says looking in the kitchen

I look and they're giggling and messing around

"Is that hannah" I ask

"Yup" Matt rolls his eyes

"Mm" I say and look at my phone

I pick at my fingers and Matt grabs my hands

"Mm mm" he shakes his head looking at me

I smile at him and lay my head on his shoulder

Nick unpauses a movie and we start watching that