Estella [ On Hold ]

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Third person pov

When you've lived all your life to always apease people around you , you forget how to understand your emotions not because you don't have them but you're more afraid what will happen to all the expectations that you've embraced if you started acknowledging what your heart tells you

That's how Robert Maroni had always lived his life. Always trying to the right thing for people around him and locking away his emotions and need because if he started doing what he truly desired for , he wouldn't have been able to protect his parents business empire and illegal mafia when they died when he was only 18 so that his family won't become target of their enemies . He wouldn't have to marry the daughter of their enemy mafia ,Violet when they threatened his brothers.
If he would've cared enough about himself he wouldn't have let Violet seduce him with drugs or force any physical relationship with him.

The first time he was selfish for himself was when he filed for divorce form Violet and free himself from the toxic marriage.

His business suffered a lot due to divorce but he was adamant to stay strong for his boys
He had learned to live with little little happiness with his boys .

He  ever expected the secret glances with their nanny .
The way she would soothe his emotional wounds with her warm presence and kindness
He loved her talks
He loved her small smile
He loved her humming while she put the twins to bed
He loved when she would hold him when his past would haunt him
He lived when she looked at him like he was her universe
He never realized how you can love someone just for themselves
When he realized he fell way too deep for Anna , he didn't wait anymore to marry her .

And with the birth  of estella their family was never more perfect .

He loved the  chaos of having so many kids in their home

He loved living with his Anna and their children

But maybe in the bliss of their happiness he forgot how it felt to lose something that was the necessity for your breathing.

His world became void of everything when he lost his love and daughter.

The fore of vengeance nearly swallowed him alive if not for his sons

He would've died the same night when he was helpless under drugs and couldn't protect his family

But he needed to be there for his sons .

If he felt weak who was going to protect and love his boys ?

He wouldn't disappoint Anna and make her feel guilty for his mental breakdown . He would raise his sons with same love and care , Anna showed them so that when he reunite with her in afterlife he can be answerable to her .

But when he had accepted the cruelty of life , it threw the biggest shock of happiness to him

" Dad we found estella "

Many great wishes to you all for Christmas and new year

I hope you all stay happy , healthy and loved...... enjoy every single moment of happiness life gives you❤
Do not care about what others think about you or their opinions okay.
You are amazing and deserve the best

Take care and love you all

Hello everyone ..

Guys 250+ reads???? Seriously I am shook 😳  I never thought my story will even reach 10 people but here we are
Thank you all so so much 

Sorry I kind of blocked every notification on my phone so I noticed it today only 😅

While thinking about the back story for estella parents I kind of loved it 😭
Stupidly I already killed her mother even before the story began but 🤷‍♀️ I'll definitely write something similar to their story with happy ending   ......
I couldn't go in more details because honestly how do you feel when you literally sabotaged your own imaginary couples story ? But yeah ....

So I kind of checked the demographics of my readers and so many you are from north America,  Europe and Australia which is kind of shocking for me