Estella [ On Hold ]

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Estella pov

Whenever I used to imagine my future i always wondered

will I ever be able to live comfortably?

Will I have my own room with books and windows ?

Have those crazy fluffy beds they show in television ?

And in every imagination whenever when those illusions were to come true I would've jumped on the bed jumping in excitement and everything a overly excited child is supposed to do

But now when I am standing in what I supposedly my room according Leo ( yeah.... he's name too long for my subconscious mind )
I don't feel anything major neither excitement nor sadness

I should've hugged him right ? They kept a room for me even when I was so away from them and even furnished it according to my age

The room is pretty with its sage coulis theme and soft theme with mini library and a very unnecessarily big closet and bathroom

But I don't seem to say have enough energy or motivation to strike up a conversation with my older brother

I feel so tired and I just want to sleep and not really think about anything happening around as of now

I'll worry later about how I'll reveal my pregnancy to my biological family or mentally prepare myself for their opinions

Currently the soft mattress on the bed look pretty tempting to my pregnant teen ass 🤌( lol I just had to make some joke to lighten up the mood 😅)

The moment I lay on the bed the last thought on my mind is how me and my Chip wil manage everything because we're a team .

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I wa woken up from my dream of chocolate land because of someone knocking on my door

I begrudgingly get up from bed and walk towards the door fixing my head which I am sure must look like a birds nest ( girls can't even a peaceful nap without looking like a homeless person )

When I open up the door Leo is aplenty standing there and his eyes warm up looking at me and what I believe is my homeless state

" Did you have enough rest Nova ?"

" Yes.." I answer still felling a little bit sleepy

" well that's good .... everybody is waiting for you in the dining room to meet you "

And here goes my sleep

" yeah just give me five minutes to freshen up " I reply and walk towards to the bathroom to wash my face and set my hair In a somewhat better place

And while I don't care about their opinions or anything I don't think giving worse first impression is something I'm keen on

When I look at my reflection in the mirror I give myself some prep talk
You're enough
They don't like you , their loss
I love myself .

Because If I won't assure myself then nobody else will because I never had anyone to do that for me in my life

With that I walk out of the room and follow Leo when he goes through all the hallways and stairs.... because if I missed him even for a second I don't think I'll ever be able to find my way back

And when I finally start hearing some masculine voices I start to grow nervous

I know , I said I don't care about their opinion but honestly what do expect from me when I meet my biological family for the first time ? Ofcourse I'll feel a little, no cut that , a tonnes of nerves

" well I may have not told your younger brothers about you to surprise them, so he prepared for some over the top relations " Leo told me while giving me small smile

Which I couldn't help but reciprocate, I can't be so unresponsive to my brother when he's been nothing but kind to me since we met

And I think he liked it too considering the way his smile grew significantly

When we finally entered the dining room everything went silent like dead silent .

I looked around the room and noticed five tall men looking at me like I am some newfound alien species

I know I am kind of awesome person but my looks don't scream anything alien associated

I think when enough moment passed someone who I could tell you looked everything like they typical bad baby finally asked

" who the fuck is she Leo?"

Hello everyone.

Double update cause why not?

I want to write a black women as lead in one of my story because they are soo gorgeous 😍  I saw some influences and omg they're soo pretty and cool
But I don't want to misrepresent them or hurt anyone's sentiments 😔 and I just need some opinions if you're comfortable

Love you all and take care ❤