jannat ke pattay...[Leaves Of Paradise]

part 104

Wo isay bhool hi gayi. Jaanay is mein kya tha?

Dhar kutte dil ke saath uss ne ek haath mein dabi pakar kar, doosre haath se uss ka dhakan kholaa.

Dhadakte dil ke saath uss ne ek haath mein dabi pakar kar, doosre haath se uss ka dhakan kholaa. Andar siyah makhmal par ek chhoti si fleshdraivar khee thi. Uss ne fleshdrive utha kar kholi. Draivar ka silwer, USB chamak raha tha. Haya ne dhakan band kiya, aur uchnbhe se usay ult palat kar dekha. Ungli ki do purzon barabar nanhi si draivar ka kurs siyah tha.

Wahan kuch nahi likha tha.

Is mein kya ho sakta hai bhala? Tasveerain? Daaku minuts? Kitaabein? Woh nahi jaanti thi ke us ki memory kitni hai kyun ke us ke oopar likha nahi tha, magar ye to wazeh tha ke is mein duniya jahan ki cheezein samaa sakti thin. Andar jo bhi tha, woh tab hi khulta, jab woh usay computer se jodti aur computer... Oh. Addy J ko kharaaj dete hue woh laptop apne paas nahi rakh saki thi. Ab is mein jo bhi tha, woh usay ghar pohanch kar hi dekhti thi.

Uss ne fleshdrive waapas dabi mein daali aur ihtiyaat se purse ke andruni khane mein rakh di. Yeh qeemti cheez thi aur usay is ki hifazat karni thi.

Haya ne sir seat ki pesh taka diya aur jaltey ankhain mond li. Subah ke waqiat aur is hungama khiz faislay aur tayyari ne usay thaka diya tha. Bukhar, sir dard aur takan, in sab ki takleef us takleef se kahin chhoti thi, jo aaj jihan ne usay di thi. Woh kuch bhi yaad nahi karna chahti thi, magar tamam waqiat amd amd kar ankhon ke samne chalte nazar aa rahe the.

Be aitbari ka dukh zyada bara tha ya khud ko jihan ke liye blackmailing ka hathiyar banaye jaane ka khauf, woh faisla nahi kar saki. Albatta ek baat tay thi. Agar un pichle paanch mahinon mein usne kuch faislay sahi kiye the to Pakistan waapas jaane ka faisla un mein se ek tha. Apne ghar, baap aur bhai ke tahaffuz se barh kar kuch nahi hota.

Ussay Turkey ab bhi pasand tha, magar Turkey ke kuch logon se ab usay khauf aane laga tha. Bas bohat ho gaye adventures, uss ne haar maan li. Woh jihan ko kuch kehne ka mauqa diye baghair chali aayi thi. Magar woh jaanti thi ke sahi yahi tha. Usay sambhalne aur sochne ke liye waqt chahiye tha.

Jihan ke liye bhi shayad yeh durust tha. Ab kam az kam Pasha usay Haya ki wajah se blackmail nahi kar sakega jihan Sikandar se shadeed narazai ke bawajood bhi usne usay achha hi socha tha.

Fajr ke qareeb woh Islamabad pohanchi. Abba ko aane se mana kar diya tha, so usay taakid ke mutabiq unhon ne driver...Bhej diya tha.

Sir dard, bukhar aur boojh dil... Woh goli le kar soi to zohar ke qareeb uthi.

Itna bara sir par aiz! Usay haathon se baal lapetay hue lounge mein aate dekh kar Fatima ne muskurakar kaha. Subah woh soorhi amaan! Woh aage barh kar unke galay lag gayi. Ghar, tahaffuz, amaan. Uske ansoo amd amd kar aa rahe the. Seen pareshan ho rahi thi ke itni sudden Haya kyun chali gayi?

Thein aur unki mulaqat ab ho rahi thi.

Apne bete se poochna tha na! Jihan ko bataya tha, woh shayad batana bhool gaya ho... Kuch khane ko hai? Woh nigaahen chura kar kitchen ki taraf jaane lagi wahi sbanji se pari har kaam khud karne ki adat. Fatima ne haath pakro pas bithaya.

Aaraam se betho. Noor Bano khana laga hi rahi hai. Phir zara chonkain. Tumhein bukhar hai. Jab woh galay lagi thi to us waqt itne arse baad milne ke josh mein unhein mehsoos nahi hua tha shayad.

Nahi, safar ki wajah se. Usne dheere se haath chhuraya.

Pichli dafa jab woh Pakistan aayi thi, tab bhi usay bukhar tha. Tab usne Istiqlal Street mein DJ ko khoya tha. Ab bhi us bukhar tha... aur is dafa shayad usne jihan ko khoya tha. Usi jagah Istiqlal Street mein. Azaadi ki gayi... jis se woh kabhi apni zindagi azaad nahi kar sakti thi.