From Both Sides

☆18☆

Nikolai

I know that its not a nice thing to lie but i wasnt lying, i was just not telling him, because he didnt ask.

I ran back on the roof to meet with Kaia. As i step out on the roof a sweet voice comes from behind me,

"Thats him?" She asks as i nodd.
"Look's okay, and he likes you, we could trap him and take him with us" She says while laughing.
"I don't wanna force him" I say as she looks at me with a confused face.
"Have you even told him about it?" She asks as i just simply look at her.

Well...

"So you didn't" She says as i sigh
"Not to be mean, but like this you're literally sleeping with the enemy!" She says with some anger in her voice
"First of all he is not like that, and second of all we didn't had sex " I say as she points her finger at me and says
"And you almost said yet"
I shake my head as i start walking
"We could leave rn" She says after she catches up to me
"I don't want to go home with no informations and i don't wanna leave him"
"Wich part should i say to our team, that you didn't do anything in 2 months, or that you're having a little secret thingy with the Commander that had killed our friends?!" She yells as i froze when the truth hitted me.
"Or that you are getting attached, again. Would you like me to remember you that what happended last time?" She says, lowering her voice
"That was in war, Kaia" I say as she gasps because i'm right
"We are in war!" She says as i stop walking and stop as i look in her eyes
"The Emperor wanted to ended it, we are the only one wanting a war, or should i say me and the others?" She says as i shallow hard
"It's a good plan but now it's not worth it..." i say before contiuning
"We could leave in peace and end this bullshit, because i'm so overr this Kill or die mindset." I say as her face froze
"We are the best assasins in the whole world, we could do it without getting killed.." She says as i shake my head
"And after? What would we do?" I ask as she shakes her head.
We stopped arguing, because it didn't get us anywhere.
"Let's take our time, i will figure somethinng out" I say as i place my hand on her shoulder.
"Fine" She says as she jumps doen from the building, when she hits the ground, i drop her rope after her, and watch her sneek in the woods.
I walk to the door, and when i open the door, Zara... Why? She was standing there, leaning on the wall.
"Are you going to tell him or should i?" She asks in a calm voice
"The part where you are bringing enemies into the building and talking about kidnapping Cayden?" She asks as i calm doenn because maybe she didn't understand everything that we were talking.
"Or that you're part of the the resistance?"

Fuck...

"Don't tell him, Zara" I say while looking at her and she nodds a little as i smile
"As soon as i feel that he is in danger, i will tell him!" She starts to walk down the stairs

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Maybe i should just leave and go back home.
I stared at the ceiling as i fell asleep.

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I woke up, and showered quickly, and when i looked at the clock i realised that its past 12.
I heard a knock on my door, so i opened it, only to see him , standing infront of me.
"Hey" I say as he pulls me out of the apartment.
"Where are we going, Commander?" I ask as he looks back at me with a dead eye
"We need to talk" He says as he opens his front door, stopping and letting me in first.
I sit down in the kitchen as he storms in, sitting next to me.
"You need to tell me the truth, Nikolai" He says as i swallow, looking up to him
"Yes?" I ask as he contiunes,
"Where is Knea Sorrow?" He asks as i try not to show my suprised face.
"Why?" I asks as i see a worry in his eye
"He invented something that can kill all of us" He sighes as i look at him with a "what?" Face, before he 'answers'
"Brainwashing" He says as i sigh, when i hear that word.
"Monako, in the police base" I say as he smiles, and walks out, so i follow him.
"Are you gonna kill him?" I catch up to him
"If he dosen't kill me" He says with a smirk as i shake my head
"I'm coming too" I say as he stops and steps towards me
"You.are.staying.here" he says in a deep voice when i start walking towards the General's office.
As i enter Tomatya looks at me with a suprised face.
"Let me go with The Commander" I say as the General turns in my direction, as Cayden enters.
"He is not coming" He says as the General shakes his head while laughing
"He should""If you pass the test" He says as i nodd and leave, as someome graps me from behind and pins my wrist against the wall.
"You shouldn't get in this""It's dangerous" he says in a quite voice.
"It's more dangerous for you, Commander" i say as he laughs in an evil voice.
"I fight better than you" he says as i smirk.
"Not when you're full of emotions, like this"  I point i finger on his chest, as i say.