My heart still flutters,
When I read your name,
Or hear it spoken,
Or see your face,
I still feel butterflies,
When you're near me,
Or when I hear your voice,
Even when we're texting,
I'm trying to quit,
Trying to resist,
I'm trying not to,
Keep feeling like this,
You're always in my head,
Memories flutter through,
My mind just,
As the butterflies do,
My stomach stays in knots,
My head has started to spin,
My heart feels so crushed,
I feel like my chest is caving in,
I feel quite betrayed,
I feel so in love,
I want to stop feeling,
But wanting obviously isn't ever enough.
