Since I was born when I came out of my moms stomach my dad told my mom I be glad when she turn 18 to get the hell out his house and then he said he wanted my last name to be named after him if it wasn't he would hurt my mother or break up with her and it all went down south from there it all started when I was little so after that when my dad was under the influence of his medication he told me to kiss him on the lips when he was sitting in his Rolly chair I did not want to and then when i was little i had trouble with my letter B and D getting them backwards and then I had a speech inpentiment problem and then my dad lied to my mom saying the court day he set for both of them to get custody of me was cancelled so my mom believed that so that's how he got custody of me and then my dad said my mom broke my ankle and she did not and he said my mom let me swallow two pennies and she did not and then he said my mom let me drink shampoo for the hair and she did not and my dad told me I could not see my mom at all on the weekends and then my uncle on my dad side tried to molest me on three different days the first day was me my mom and my dad was at seven eleven and then I saw my uncle I went up to him and gave him a hug and he grabbed my but and the second day was he came to my dad house to get some money and he said can I see your boobs and I said no and then the third time was he came back to see my dad and his ex girlfriend too and he kissed me and then said when I turn 18 he was going to get a motel for me and him and I said no so I moved over here to my grandma house I lost a lot of family members and friends to illness and then our next door neighbor exboyfriend skinner ask me do I hang with the big guys I said no and then he touch my private area and then I was going to my aunt house one night he followed me and waited until I came down stairs and he told me to follow him and he kissed me on the neck and then he fucked me from the back and then he told me to call him D and then he told me I can tell him anything and he came to my job and he said I see you talking to another nigga would fuck you up and I got attacked walking home one night from work a Mexican man stopped me and asked me was I okay walking home I told him yes and he told me to get in his car and I said no so he drove back around and saw me walking still and grabbed from the back and tried to put me in his car and then the guy came to my job three times to order food I got scared and I had another co worker take his order and then he waited before a hour before I got off from work and then I had fell off a swing in Windsor elementary school one of my school friend Emily Elaine Edwards saved me she gave me cpr and told my other friend kassidy to get help and then Emily Elaine Edwards walked me to the nurse and they told me if was to do that again I would have broke my back and my dad has been hitting me when I was little if I did not clean my room and he has choked me and I have been in seven different cars in seven different car accidents with my dad under the influence and I never got checked out for neither one and then my dad has lied to me my whole entire life and then my dad killed my cousin on October 5 1990 because he thought my cousin was messing around with his girlfriend at that time and he was not found out when my uncle died it was him that was messing around with his girlfriend at that time and so he shot him while he was 5 feet away from him in the back and then and then his girlfriend he had at that time help him desposed of the body by dragging him and putting him in the ditch on the side of the road and then my dad ex girlfriend malissa called me a bitch and then my dad told me to lie to the court about a incident that happen between him and his older niece charmaine and then my dad has threatened me with bodly harm and then I have got bullied since the day I was born it all started in high school in ninth grade I cut myself four times on my arm with scissors and then people use to call me a hoe in school and then in high school I was diagnose with ADHD and ADD and then I use to get token out of class to get test,quizzes and sol's read out loud to me and then I got held back in preschool twice and my mom said the only reason my dad is trying to help me financial is because he want to get his life straight now and my mom told me my dad had the nerve to ask my mom to ask me how did I feel about the way I treated my dad and now he is trying to help me my dad said he needed a apology from me and my dad said he love me so much and then he said he tried to the best he could that was rite for me and he said I let people get into my head and tell me stuff wrong and then he said do I understand now and then he said don't trust nobody all they want is my money and he said he loved me and then my dad is helping me out with food tomorrow morning at Walmart my parents had too and they coming tomorrow to bring me my stuff and my dad has been pist at me too my dad tried to get me to be racist yesterday because he was telling me about my white friends I had that they smile in my face and then talk about me behind my back and I told him that was not true and then tried to teach me stuff about life that learned for myself and then my mom texts me being annoying and then my grandma ended up in the hospital and then my aunt Ended up in the hospital and then I have a new niece and then I have a new cousin and then my aunt was being so nice to me and then her parents were being so nice to me and then my cousin was being so nice to me and then so was my other cousin and then my cousin tonia want to get in my business and then three people told me happy thanksgiving and then my cousin Tonia lashawn walker and Janel Keshawna Jackson starting drama with me and my grandma wants to be nosy and I seen two four of my old neighbors one was trying to be nosy and the second one was concerned about me and then my cousin Tracy be playing too much and then my cousin Lamont tried to funny and then Kirk has been in the hospital and then Buffy has a new boyfriend and then people have been blowing the horn at me that I don't even know and then my mom old boyfriend found me on Facebook and then my dad has been making fun of me and then my mom had been annoying and then my little cousin have been acting funny and then my adopted cousin been starting drama with me and mom sent me money to go to dad house and she is bringing me my stuff soon and then she sent me money and then she wished me merry Christmas Eve and merry Christmas Day and happy New Year's Eve and happy New Year's Day and then mom is starting to act crazy and then mom told me happy birthday and then mom told my cousin who died birthday was yesterday and then mom has been checking up on me and then my mom had that thing in her back and then and then Kira birthday was February and then Aiden birthday was on the same day and then so was Jocelyn and then my mom told me happy st Patrick's day and then my grandma is back in hospital and then my family started some drama with me saying that I was drinking and had a hangover and that I was not eating and I looked bad and I was borrowing money from my cousin dion warren and that they family was picking on me and then they said I lied on them and then now they won't talk to me and then all of a sudden my grandma called me talking about what are you doing I said cooking and then she said oh and and then she said some people called for her and then
