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PAINTED WINDOWS

BY

ELIA W. PEATTIE

Will you come with me into the chamber of memory and lift your eyes to the painted windows where the figures and scenes of childhood appear? Perhaps by looking with kindly eyes at those from out my past, long wished-for visions of your own youth will appear to heal the wounds from which you suffer, and to quiet your stormy and restless heart.

CONTENTS

I NIGHT

II SOLITUDE

III FRIENDSHIP

IV FAME

V REMORSE

VI TRAVEL

PAINTED WINDOWS

I

NIGHT

YOUNG people believe very little that they hear about the compen- sations of growing old, and of living over again in memory the events of the past. Yet there really are these com- pensations and pleasures, and although they are not so vivid and breathless as the pleasures of youth, they have some- thing delicate and fine about them that must be experienced to be appreciated.

Few of us would exchange our mem- ories for those of others. They have become a part of our personality, and we could not part with them without losing something of ourselves. Neither would we part with our own particular childhood, which, however difficult it may have been at times, seems to each of us more significant than the child- hood of any one else. I can run over in my mind certain incidents of my childhood as if they were chapters in a much-loved book, and when I am wake- ful at night, or bored by a long journey, or waiting for some one in the railway- station, I take them out and go over them again.

Nor is my book of memories without its illustrations. I can see little vil- lages, and a great city, and forests and planted fields, and familiar faces; and all have this advantage: they are not fixed and without motion, like the pic- tures in the ordinary book. People are walking up the streets of the vil- lage, the trees are tossing, the tall wheat and corn in the fields salute me. I can smell the odour of the gathered hay, and the faces in my dream-book smile at me.

Of all of these memories I like best the one in the pine forest.

I was at that age when children think of their parents as being all-powerful. I could hardly have imagined any cir- cumstances, however adverse, that my father could not have met with his strength and wisdom and skill. All chil- dren have such a period of hero-wor- ship, I suppose, when their father stands out from the rest of the world as the best and most powerful man living. So, feeling as I did, I was made happier than I can say when my father decided, because I was looking pale and had a poor appetite, to take me out of school for a while, and carry me with him on a driving trip. We lived in Michigan, where there were, in the days of which I am writing, not many rail- roads; and when my father, who was attorney for a number of wholesale mer- cantile firms in Detroit, used to go about the country collecting money due, adjusting claims, and so on, he had no choice but to drive.

And over what roads! Now i...

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