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i'm jang wonyoung. i'm an 03' liner, 15 this year. many people see me as a bubbly person. my teachers tell people that i help many of my classmates out when they need me and i'm really friendly. well, this will tell you. i'm not a bubbly person inside. in fact, everything is so dark inside. it's not those princess-sy concept inside of me. i use the bubbly personality to actually hide what i'm truly feeling. i set aside what's hurting and show people i'm happy. i don't like getting the attention, mostly when it comes to emotional strength.

to be honest, with that personality, no one takes me seriously. they think i'm just fooling around, even when i'm serious. they wouldn't know how to handle me because i've never shown this side and it would just be a burden.

oh well, it's been like that for so long. no one cares if i'm sad because they're thinking it's just a temporary mood change and the bubbly wonyoung would be back soon. they wouldn't care to dig in deeper if i said i was okay even though i don't look good. they wouldn't give it another thought if i'm lying about me being good. that's how much they take me as a joke.

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