Chapter 12 My Real Voice

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P.O.V Yuzuru

Javier sent me a message.

I only know this. I don't even know what he sends me. I collapse on my own bed. My eyes are as heavy as rocks, no matter how hard I try to open my eyes, my eyelids resist to listen to my

Tomorrow is the day Meg leaves Japan so I think I should send her a safe flight message. At least a blessing from her idol and friend.

The phone stays at the lock screen for a while. My jaw drops when I see the notification. It says:

Yuzuru,

That was a marvelous gift. Thank you.

"What gift? "I whin.

I slide the screen and check the chat history. The words are barely acceptable for me to read because I can never type those thing. I am good at math, but absolutely not good at writing a love note. At least a one like this one.

I rush out of my room, go to my family and ask them if they have touched my phone or not, but the answer makes me feels more confused about the situation.

"Then when did I send that message?" I murmur. Even my slightest sign of nervous can be noticed by Saya.

"Yuzu, did you forgot? You Have been staring at the phone for a long time before the dinner."

"You must be tired." My mom added.

"Thank you, I think I will go to bed then. Good night dad, mom, Saya." I replied, and get ready to go the bed.

Did I mean the blowing kiss I have at the end of the parade? Unfortunately, I have none of the memories I would have done such embarrassing act. Plus, I won't be using Hana as my name after Meg knew who I am.

The ceiling is blank but I am not sure if my mind is blank as well.

When did I learn such words to express my emotions, especially the emotions like love or happiness. I turn and stretch myself in my bed trying to find a comfortable spot to sleep. But there are something that stuck inside of my heart wanting to come out.

"Come on, if you have a problem, come out." I speak to myself.

Suddenly I fall asleep.

"Hey, hey!" Someone shouted.

I tried to open my eyes but I can only frown.

"Wake up!" He shouted.

His sound is very familiar. Dad? No, it's my voice.

I gasp and sit up straight quickly. I see myself standing in front of me, but I am sitting on a ground. I look around but I only see a white, no limit, horizon. There are only two of us, or may I say, two me.

"Who are you, why do you looks exactly like me." He demands.

I am scared because this man(me) is using my voice to be so dominant. He is not me.

"Answer me!" He roars.

Since he is giving no mercy, I am going to fight back.

"Yuzuru Hanyu. And you?"

"The real Yuzuru Hanyu, or you can say, Hana." He answers.

"Do you mean that I don't exist but you do?" I walk around trying to be not frightened by his arrogance.

"Of course." Hana says.

"Well then, could you please tell me when and where you exist in the world."

"I just came out before the dinner." He walks to the left.

"Wait, what?"

"I said I just came out before dinner to send Meg a love note."

"Oh, look what you have done! Meg must have misunderstood." I sighed. I put my hands on my waist and I stare at Hana.

"Oh dear, I know, she is so happy, I know," he pauses, "but you don't." He mocks at me.

"Why did you come out?" I stare at the floor. My arms are crossed and Hana is not going to have a great time.

"Oh dear, seems like I am going to vanish." Hana says suddenly.

There is a gust of wind blows through the space. He disappear with the wind and the pressure of the air creates a woosh sound.

"I am part of you." Hana shouts. "Just that you don't know which part I am." He laughs.

Hana's laughter echoes in the space and I can't remember the rest of it.

Hi~ everybody~ how's the story going on? Like it? I know it is kinda going to a very very fiction. Like there are two personality in Yuzuru? Don't be angry if you disagree with me, but I really think that Yuzuru kinda has this. Hehe

Anyway, thank you very much last week that I finally made 400 reads.

Wooo~~ you guys are awesome~ so if this chapter can have over 50reads before next week,( not making the goal too high...) then I will post a chapter before my next week update~~

I'm so excited~~

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