The Strawberry Girl

Suicide note

Hello world, this is Alice
Pimple face
Elbow grease
Diner trash Alice

And if you're reading this, then I hate you already.
You watched the world crush me with the bullies, teen boys who don't know how to treat girls, mothers of daughters who watched as their kids jumped me by the park fence for liking a boy that asked me out to the snowstorm dance
As they cut my hair up until there was bloody patches and bald spots.
And when my mom tried to get help
You threatened to sue.
Mom was gone as it is and because of me and all of you I will always cause her grief and worry.
You all asked for it
I'm such a miserable bitch I should just go kill myself
It doesn't matter about how good my grades are, how nice I am.
No matter where I go you will all always be exactly the same
You sick fucks all belong with each other.

Mom, if you're reading this, then I'm sorry I failed you as a person and a daughter.
You can find my remains at the bottom of saltrock cliff, if I'm still recognizable anyway.
If I do you don't have to worry about burying me, let the tides wash me away like I how was meant to be all along ever since the day I was born.

You can give cousin Tammy all my old care bares. I won't need them anymore.
You can have my tv.
And my Xbox, switch, all of it.
Sell it if you need too.

Maybe with me out of the way you won't have any more problems finding a new spouse to replace dad.

Maybe if I see him I'll tell him hi for you.

This isn't your fault.

I can't be here anymore

I can't take this.

I've wanted this since I was 14, and now I'll finally get my wish

I've finally been pushed so far I will never care about anything ever again.

To everyone else;
Thanks for nothing.

Goodbye.