Give Up Or Still Chase This Pavemt

To my JL

Wish you could love me more than I do
Wish you could see the good things I see in you
Wish you had faith in me like you used to
Wish we could last a lifetime the way that we should

Am I ready to take the leap
Or just escape from the bitter reality
Am I free to love and live
Or am I just scared to be haunted

Pity on me for loving you too much
Pity on me for having high hopes
Pity on me for asking too much
Pity on me for being desperate enough

You holding grudges against your past
You trying to mend your wounded heart
You trying to absorb hope despite the fight
You still wounded and surpassing the plight

But the day I'm most afraid of came
Now the table has already turned
It used to be you and I against the world
But now where do we belong in this earth

Guess you were better off without me
Seems like caring for you became  bothersome and never free
I didn't intend any harm but to express my love
But every time, it seems to get rough

I promised every single thing even my own life
I never gave up even at the verge of breaking down
Took a lot of time and effort to show you I was enough
But convincing you made it really tough

But still you were pained
Every inch of you, how wounded you became
I blamed myself for everything, especially the day I came
I thought I could save you but I guess its too late

Your life was better off without me
And now we're going to be three, I never wanna give up really
But my love, I can see your suffering because of me
Should we keep on chasing this pavement
Or should I set you free

For loving you was never free
Sometimes it pays to be costly
It gives me chills for always begging for your love and time
But of course you need more understanding