Harry Styles has been in 5SOS since 2011 but he's also in an abusive relationship for 2 years but he doesn't want his bandmates to find out. How will they react when they do find out? Luke Hemmings, 22 years old and 6'4 guitarist for band 5 Seconds Of Summer has a secret crush on his bandmate Harry that no one knows about. The only one that knows is Calum. But what happens when Harry does find out? You just have to read and find out. This book will contain abuse, self harm and male pregnancy.