It's good to say what we feel, at least in a letter, so the feeling won't stay too deep, in a closed box. "Dear Ed, this is the first letter I write to you, the first of what I think would be more than a dozen, but don't worry, you'll never received them, this... is just for my heart, for it to have a break of what it feels...". This is how it all starts. They just broke up, and she's full-filled with questions, love and pain. Just as tears fall down her cheeks, words will flow from her pencil. We all have our own ways to heal.