[discontinued due to lack of inspiration and mo longer being in the fandom. Sorry] Fourth book in the Can't Say series. These past few months have been hell... trauma even. The worst the Pentatonix gang have ever witnessed in their lives and probably ever will. But Avi especially. These months have affected him the worst he has ever been affected. All this started when he was 13 but it followed him until he was in his late 20's. All bonds severed, trusts broken. But... things are beginning to look up... In this final part of the Can't Say series. We learn the true meaning of love and a relationship. Avi and Kevin's relationship is put to the test. But this time for the better. The band grow stronger together and people blossom... in more ways than one.❤❤ ⚠TRIGGER WARNING⚠ Mentions of Past Rape, Abuse, Murder, Pressure, Language, Graphic Imagery, Crying, Anxiety, Panic Attacks etcetera. Viewer discretion is advised. Characters have been altered to fit the plot of the story, PTX and other people on the story are MUCH NICER IN REAL LIFE!!! This is to FIT THE PLOT!!!