this is Aiko's pov on the "no." fic on my other account, @mhmmmok. this also has a different story that kinda relates/adds up to the fic but not really. its just a backup with more intell but can be enjoyed alone. hiwever you're going to be extremely confused if you dont read the "no." fic so i suggest you do so This is a story of how tsukki aka saltyshima starts catching feelings for baby yams but cant show it. he struggles so much and with all the pressure and hate, one day, things just....end. Warnings: language unsettling thoughts disturbing actions note: not all of these characters are mine. Okumura Mayleen and Miku (along with their family except for Tooru Oikawa) belong to @mhmmmmok Ohara Aiko is mine the rest belong to the rightful owner the image/edit used for the cover is not mine. i just edited @mhmmmmok is actually my main account this is a secret ;)