what if toothless never lost his tailfin in the crash? what if he just stayed in the cove only to rest? what if Hiccup never tamed him? what if Hiccup had a depressed side that he never showed? and when Astrid yells at him in nadder training was the last straw for him and Hiccup leaves them for forever in a way no one expected. Warning:- Abuse, Bulling, Self-harming, Suicide. I don't own httyd in any form or shape. please don't kill me for making this fic.