"I know that what I feel is not normal and never has been." she said looking into his eyes "It's not abnormal, it's different. Special." he answered her in a calm tone "Special?" she repeated "When you feel it, do you feel that you are only then alive? Does it scare you?" he asked clearly interested in continuing the conversation "When I don't feel it, I feel like I don't exist." ----------------------------- Hannibal was again seeing patients in Baltimore. Lots of people with depressive and anxiety disorders, but one among them was special - like the icing on the cake. Dr. Lecter had to be sure to get her on the right path...