I was successful. I was in control. I was destroyed. Blaming them for what happened doesn't help anybody in the situation, especially not me or my figure skating career. No matter how much I want to. But how do you forget the pain and mistake when the media constantly reminds you, your teammates look at you differently, and the echo of your blades hitting the ice sounds more intimidating? You face it. As the truth unfolds throughout the competitive season, tensions are high in the skating community. Fingers are pointed, friendships are shattered, and love is blossoming. There isn't anything I want more than to earn the World Championship title, and I'll do anything to get it in my comeback. Until he's pushed into my life in a way I couldn't imagine, and I begin to question if my methods of success hurts those around me.