i cannot deny our history together whether it be the past, present, or future you annoyed me i despised you you cared for me i wanted to talk to you you left me so this is the way i loved you. ☆ may or may not be based on real life ; journal - words i never got to say. if you do not understand this book, don't worry because me neither. i don't understand it either. i don't understand him at all.