Meredith's life is hard and gruesome. She is trying to get away from her ex boyfriend, James. She is trying to keep the past in the past, but the past keeps on coming back. How will her new life be with Eric, if her past keeps on getting in the way. Will she be able to learn and except, or will she fall apart again. Will the obstacles in Meredith's life make or break her. There is sexual content, mental health issues, and violence in this book. Please proceed with caution.