What does a 21 year old do when her heart gets broken? Most will say they dye their hair. That did happen but not with this one. This one hurt too much. The reality hit too hard. Hair dye won't fix that. She has to become a whore. That's exactly what I did. Well I do prefer saying a woman who loves sex. In reality I don't actually have sex that often but I do hope to change that. After the guy whom my best friend has called leeds boy and who from now on I'll refer to as, broke my heart and left my life I only had sex with two guys. Worse part is that I still think of him every time I fucked them. Damn hurts, especially the first one... His dick was too big and he definitely didn't know how to use it The second was so nice as hell and I did feel a little bad. But he made me realise that I'm truly broken to date anyone. He is what we refer to as Mike Ross. He just graduated with a law degree but he definitely lacks the looks of Mike. If he was really Mike Ross I would never let him go. Fuck, who I am I kidding. I definitely would have lost interest the first time the guy seemed remotely interested in more than just sex. As I said, the Leeds boy ruined me... He is the reason I'm on my journey to find myself and fuck everyone who I deem fun enough. I wish I could say everyone who is worth me but I'm dumb. Really fucking crap at choosing partners so definitely they aren't worth it but I still will fuck them. But I only have one rule now: don't give them a name unless they deserve it. So far none of them did. Please don't think this is one of those romance movies where the character falls for the first good looking guy. Because in reality there are many pretty faces but, most of them have a rotten soul.