"there are still things you don't know about me like sometimes i'm afraid my sadness is too big and that one day you might have to help me handle it but until then may my eyes always stay level to the skyline assessing long beach's glittering new development never higher than the tallest building never to heaven or revenant cause i have faith in man as strange as that seems in times like these" never to heaven - lana del rey in which i share some pieces of poetry with you, to you give you a look into my life december 2023