Basically, this book is based on my life, all the BDSM is actually stuff I've done, all the scars and cuts I've actually gotten, so basically I just take my life and all the shit I do with Jacob and Brian and add the boys in, hope you like. Ellen is living in London when her dog runs away, and who happens to find her then the boys of the wanted. When she goes to get her dog she's stuck at their flat all night during a thunderstorm. When the group gets to know her they become friends and nathan Sykes takes a particular intrest in her, but she has a lot of issues. She's a partier and has a lot of bad habits. Nathan tries to break her of them so they can be together, but if he fails and she doesn't change will he still want her? Can he accept her and her problems or will they fall apart?