This is a collection of poems from shortly before Covid, all during it, after my long term relationship dissolved mutually, and beginning my trials and tribulations of dating and specifically online dating, aka Hell. I tried not to tamper with the vulnerable pieces because trying to make yourself look good for the sake of strangers is a disease of the mind. I try to be honest and look at what I struggle with and maybe others do too. I've also mixed in poems I wrote about dealing with what it means to be me and where those elements might relate to you the reader or it allows for you to see my recognition that I'm not perfect, but I'm just working on being the best version of me.