I think, I think when it's all over it just comes back in flashes, you know. It's like a kaleidoscope of memories, it just all comes back. But he never will. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. It's not anything he said, or anything he did. It was... the feeling that came along with it... and... crazy thing is, I don't know if I'm ever gonna to feel that away again... but I don't know if I should. I knew his work moved too fast, and... burned to bright, but I just thought... how can the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks... so much like an angel when he smiles at you. Maybe he knew that... when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think the worst par of it all wasn't losing him... it was losing me. I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are. ~Taylor Swift