Having been abused and beaten by their father, the twins, Hanji Zoe and Kou, decided to leave their father after 7 years of torture. Learning how to defend themselves at the age of 9 in search of food was no easy feat but due to the high tolerance of pain they both shared, they were able to win in fights and get the money they needed for survival. What happens when they are adopted by the great commander of the survey corps, Erwin Smith? But, sometimes, all good things must come to an end. Kou had to learn that through the hard way. After experiencing a whirlpool of emotions, Kou has learnt not to trust anyone and vanished from everyone's sight, including her beloved sister. However, everything seemed to turn upside down for Kou when she -sort of- saved the cleanfreak of a corporal and she somehow finds herself back in the survey corps battling with her own emotions. Would her walls finally be broken? Can the emotionless corporal teach her how to love again? Read to find out! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SO EVERYONE, THIS IS MY FIRST FANFIC SO PLEASES EXCUSE ME FOR MY WRITING AND I HOPE THAT IF YOU SEE ANYTHING THAT IS WRONG, PLEASE ADVISE ME ON HOW TO IMPROVE MY STORY. THANKS!!! OH, AND LEVI DOESN'T APPEAR UNTIL THE 4TH CHAPTER. UNTIL THEN, IT'S ALL ABOUT KOU'S LIFE STORY. DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS EXCEPT FOR MY OC'S