This is a story that is made up of many different diary entries. There are some that are based on real entries ( not necessarily mine) and some are made from the back of my mind. They will seem very sad but all I ask is that you stay untill the end. There may or may not be a happy ending. Natalie Paris lived in a family that was so happy all of the time. All she wanted was a way out. She may have found one with the help of a very personal notebook. And a guy who had stumbled upon the book.