Many questions I have been thinking of asking to the Heaven about. Yet, I immediately forget and lose them whenever I witness the place. In this case, I have to try remembering them again one by one by digging out my memories buried within the deep parts of my mind, my consciousness. However, as I ask more, I earn more questions instead of answers. I just can hope the heavenly hosts will be able to answer them for me. May most people give up questioning and end up thinking their way is the only way, I will not choose that but Heaven's way... If I am strong enough... I am a sinner, just like you and me. I have confessions to make, but too afraid to say them to the church. Therefore, for now, let this book be one thing I hope able to relate and to know you are not only one feeling this hopeless or dirty.