Will Zan Simon risk his life to have forever with his brother, and lover, or will he choose himself and live his life without them? *** "Realizing you're alive when you're about to die is fucking insane and cruel at the same time." Zan Simon never questioned God until he lost his brother to suicide. They may fight sometimes, but they were inseparable as he could remember. He hated that he didn't see his brother's death coming when he had always been the observant one in the family. Feeling like losing half of his lungs, Zan continues his life, barely breathing. But after seeing his parents cry in sorrow because of his drastic change, he tried to be okay. Just when he thought he had moved on, Zan saw a letter when he visited his brother's room. The letter rekindled all the pain and misery he buried inside. On the first of December, doleful and frustrated, Zan went to the building where his brother jumped. Instead of being alone, he met Jade and began to love her presence. After seeing Jade, peculiar things started to happen, such as having the chance to talk with his brother for the whole month. However, if he wants to be with them forever, he needs to grant Jade's ultimate wish on New Year's Eve.