She begins to talk, but I'm not paying attention. Believe me, I'm fucking trying to. I'm trying to focus on her lesson and write down notes, but I can't. I just- I can't!! I've never had such a hard time concentrating on something before! I'm trying to figure out why I can't focus on the lesson, but before I know it, the bell goes off for our first break. I stuff my notebook in my backpack and rush out of the classroom, so I can head to the bathroom. I splash my face with cold water and look at myself in the mirror. "What the fuck was that?!" I ask my reflection. "What. The fuck?!" I ask again. College is supposed to be a time where you discover more about yourself and work to get where you want. But for Aydin Solak, it's definitely a time to discover things- whether it's about himself or not.