[⚠️ WARNING: This book contains mature themes such as suicidal thoughts or acts, depression, self-harm, self isolation and etc. I strongly advise to leave immediately if uncomfortable. If not, then it would be great! You may indulge yourself deeply with a CAUTION. This is written in First person's POV. ⚠️] ****** "𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚐𝚐𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚐𝚘 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎..." A drive to maturity is hard when life starts to reveal its true self; whipping people with reality. As for a 18 year old, Dianne Davins who have not known the essence of life as she believes that life is meaningless. She does not have a purpose in life and only thinking about dying and self-harm. This is the experiences of a young adult battling against life and death of her own choices. She does one have a goal in mind that must be achieved. She thinks this is the way of her existence and that is... to DIE meaningfully... Update Schedule: Just two times a week P.S. Photo on the cover is not mine. Credits to the rightful owner.