❪ S1 ❫ 𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗻𝗮. 𝗌𝗈𝗅𝗈𝗂𝗌𝗍.

┊⌗𝟬𝟭𝟳. [2020] commotion

"diana, please. you know you have a huge fanbase. they love you. they are defending you. i swear. your fans are defending you. trust in them. they love you", manager lee said.

i sat on the single couch and look at manager lee.

"i can't live like this. they have to say something about it! i've told my part and what i need right now is their trust! trust me. oppa, you trust me, right?" i asked him.

"i do. i know you won't do such things. if you bullied her, why now then she tells the world that you're a bully before? why wait until you're famous like this? it's because she's jealous of your popularity", manager lee said.

"that's correct. you're absolutely correct", i said and chuckled.

at this moment, i think i'm going crazy.

"so, diana. i need you to rest now. get some sleep. in the morning, jay will come to meet you. he'll bring you food and your clothes. stop worrying so much. relax. so, get some sleep and rest for the night. it will all be settled by big hit. don't worry." manager lee said. i sighed and nodded.

"alright. alright. now get out of my room", i said, pushing him out.

he laughed and exited my bedroom. after he went out with the production crew, i lock the doors and lean on the door. i slowly fell on the floor while leaning on the door and let out my tears.

this is so driving me crazy. my reputation. my career. my heart. jimin. everyone is slowly losing trust in me. i'm ruined. i'm doomed. all because of the letter.

it's not what people think it is. it's not that. i really hope my fans believe in me. please, trust me this time. please, i'm begging you.

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the next morning, when i wake up, i remembered what happened last night and started crying again. everything just comes into my mind again and again. it won't leave me alone. it's a nightmare.

after finish letting out my tears, i get out of bed and open the curtains. i had to stay in lotte signiel hotel to be safe. even that, there are a lot of bodyguards who are hired to secure my safety.

i walked to the door and unlock it. i walked out and saw manager lee and my d.security team was sitting in the living room, eating and talking together. they stop talking when they saw me and ask if i'm okay.

"i'm fine. what time is jay coming?" i asked them.

"he'll be here anytime sooner. do you need anything?" manager lee asked.

"you look like a zombie. chin up, everything is going to be better today." one of my bodyguards said.

"what's the update of the things?" i asked as i sat on the couch with them.

"still firing up. jyp didn't want to give official statement about it. seems like jeongyeon was used. she was forced to do it", manager lee said. i sighed.

"how's my fans?" i asked.

"they are firing up too", my bodyguards said. i shook my head.

"can't i just say something on twitter? just a thing", i said.

"you can. use my phone. write it on my notepad. i'll check it and after that, i'll copy paste later and post it on twitter", manager lee said, giving me his phone. i nodded as i took his phone.

i open his notepad and started typing on the phone.

to my beloved fans, anation.

i know for some of you, it's a hard time because some fans are bullying you or abusing you emotionally, mentally or even physically. i am sorry that you had to go through that because of me. i apologize from my deepest heart. to those who stood up for me, thank you.