Logan don't want us to break up, but this? He's cheating!
Mabilis akong bumaba sa sasakyan niya at walang lingon na pumasok sa loob. Napasandal ako sa likod ng pinto habang sapo ang aking noo.
I grabbed my bag and pulled my phone out. I immediately dialed Logan's number. Mahabang sandali ang inantay ko bago niya sagutin.
"Hello?" his husky voice tells me that he just woke up. Busy, huh?
"Logan."
I heard him sigh upon hearing my voice. "Azure, if this is about-"
"No. Hear me out, Logan. Gusto ko ng makipag-hiwalay, sa ayaw at gusto mo."
Niloloko nalang namin ang sarili namin kung hindi pa kami maghihiwalay. I just need a proper closure.
"What the fuck, Azure?! Dalawa tayo sa relasyong ito at-"
"Don't use that line at me now, Logan! We were just kidding ourselves here!" I shouted at my phone.
He laughed sarcastically. "Yes, Azure, you are fucking kidding me! Really? You cheat, Azure! Shit!"
He knew? All this time he knew? At hindi man lang niya akong kinausap.
"And you didn't? Sa tingin mo ba hindi ko malalaman? You fucking cheated too, Logan. Please... Just let me go."
"Sinong nagsabi sa'yo? 'Yong lalaki mo' no? The fucking asshole Rai!" gigil na gigil na ang tono ng pananalita niya.
I tried to calm my self by breathing. Hindi pwedeng dalawa kaming galit. Hindi kami matatapos nito sa pag-uusap, at ayoko no'n.
"I am breaking up with you, Logan. And it's final." I ended the call and just stare on my ceiling.
Whatta fucking life!
Why do people have to cheat? Hindi pa ba tayo kuntento sa kung anong natatanggap natin? I am a cheater, and I am not proud of that. I cursed myself to death when I finally realize that kissed Rai.
Tatlong araw. Tatlong araw akong bahay at sa Gaiety lang ang punta. Kung hindi lang talaga ako tinatawagan ng girls para mag-bonding ay hindi ako kikilos sa higaan ko.
Ilang beses na sumubok si Rai na kausapin ako. Kahit sa mga kaibigan ko ay itinatanong niya kung nasaan daw ba ako. I tell them not say a thing to him.
Logan tried to reach me out but I didn't give him a chance. We're over. I meant what I say.
This shit feels like friday night
This shit makes me feel alive
We feel like we're in paradise, paradise
Don't know if it's the drink I poured
But I swear I never loved you more
When you're right here I come alive
One more hit and we could fly
She feel like paradise
We are singing like maniacs here at the sala. Simula ng maging sina Tal at Iuri ay laging may ganitong kanta araw-araw. It's a mandatory to play this song every fucking day! Minsan nga ay tinanong ko si Iuri kung bakit ganito ang kanta nilang dalawa, she just shrugged.
It was Anthea and Aruna's birthday today that's why we are all busy fixing everything for their party. Lahat ng mga malalapit na kaibigan ng Gaiety members ay binibigyan nila ng party.
The girls are in charge for the cake and the other food. Ang mga boys naman ang naglalagay ng mga balloons and everything sa buong parte ng bahay. Right now they are cutting some colored paper for the banners later. Nasabihan na rin namin ang kambal na pumunta dito ng bandang 5 pm.
I choose to wear white tube crop top and partnered it with high-waist pants. I didn't bother to wear any shoes, dito lang rin naman kami sa Gaiety.
