[ ten ] raging bisexual - wolfstar

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"you think that makes it okay? that a few little sorries solves everything? that it makes up for the fact that you made out with the guy i like?" his voice was getting more and more angry, and he took a deep breath. "you're the only one who knows, y/n. and then you go and do that." his voice was dead calm now, and it made my stomach lurch.

"look, i really, truly am sorry. you know i would never hurt you like that on purpose. what can i do to make it up for you?"

"can you just go for now? i just need a second on my own," remus said as he rubbed his face with his hands. i sighed sadly and got up. i walked toward the door, turning around to see remus standing there with his face in his hands. i left the room, closing the door softly behind me. i leaned against the door and sighed. i fucked up.

time skip brought to you by the fact that i ordered some marauders prints off of etsy and i'm so excited to get them😋😋

the five of us sat at breakfast, all of us a little tired and hungover. we were all fairly quiet. that is, until james opened his mouth.

"so, y/n and sirius. how was your snogfest on the couch last night?" at this, remus got up from the table, muttering an "excuse me" before exiting the great hall. i sighed, setting my fork down. i stood up as well, following remus. "what did i do?" james asked. peter shrugged, and i ignored them and kept walking.

i found remus sitting on a bench outside of the hall, biting his nails and staring off into space. "i think i already know the answer to this, but are you okay?" i asked, tentatively placing my hand on his back. he shook his head. "may i ask, why did it bother you so much? it's just james being james."

he sighed. "it's just that i was trying to get it out of my head, finally forget about it, but then it has to be brought up again. i just keep getting reminded that i can't have him. that my entire being is full of love for someone who will never love me back. and of course that someone is constantly making out with girls in the common room to just rub it into my stupid face. and it kills me that he's always flirting with you right in front of me." he leaned his head into my shoulder, and let out an agitated puff of air. "and i'm sorry, i'm not really mad at you. i was just frustrated that i fell for the stupid git and can't get over him."

i wrapped my arm around his shoulder. "okay first of all, you have every right to be mad at me. what i did was pretty shitty, just know i didn't mean to do it. but, i can't be mad if you decide to forgive me because it means i get my best friend back." i squeezed him a little closer to me. "and second of all, i'm really sorry. the whole situation really sucks. but have you talked to him about it? you obviously don't have a chance if you don't try."

remus scoffed. "yeah right. there's no way he's gay, and there's no way he would like me."

i shrugged. "but maybe there is. you never know."

time skip brought to you by the fun family activity about to commence for me: pajama bocce ball at 2

everyone was off doing their weekend activities, and i was reading alone in the common room. i didn't mind though, i liked having some peace and quiet. until a certain black haired boy walked in.

"hey," he smiled.

"hi. where are the others?" i asked, lowering my book.

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