Tangled in Blue Flames and Red Wings (Dabi/Touya x reader x Hawks) [HIATUS]

Untitled Part 33

You enter Dabi's room, the only light on being a small lamp, the main light off. Dabi is in shorts and a t shirt, just like you. He was on his phone, and looks up at you. He silently intakes the view, the takes a deep breath. Was this a smart decision? Then again, if I can't control myself, what I said means nothing. He thinks to himself as you were closing the door behind you.
"Hey." You say as you walk over and sit next to him on the bed.

"Going straight to sleep?" He asks, turning off and putting down his phone.

"No. Not tired yet."

"Cool, let's talk."

"More?"

"Yeah, but personally. If you want, I'll tell you about how it was with the fire and Hisashi situation."

"Go on."

"Like i said, he told me to run. I thought about it, wondering if I should or not. I'd be leaving all my siblings and you behind. Then I decided, mom's useless, and dad doesn't care. The best thing I can do is ruin what he cares about: his public image. I'll leave my siblings for now. Do them the favor later. Like I said I wanted to take you. I wanted to take Shoto too because he was youngest and being subjected to Enji the most. That was ruled out because I realized I needed to be alone if I wanted to succeed in escaping. I didn't tell you because I figured since I couldn't take you it was best you thought I was dead as well. So that day it happened, I had ran off. It was supposed to look like a quirk accident. Except I did get caught up in my own flames, which is how I got the burns of course. But I did get away in the end. And I stayed away. I stole for survival, which led to fights that led to death. It wasn't my style but it was do or die. So I did it. While it was Hisashi that made me want to take the villain path, I'm more on Stain's side. I agree with his idea of hero's being false. I'm disappointed he didn't join the League-"

"That reminds me- he did. I have to tell Shigaraki too. But yeah I spoke to him in Tartarus, changed his mind."

"Wow- okay. The League isn't exactly the place for my ideals. But it's still not bad, everyone here has their own goals anyway. We may work together, but let's be honest, not all of us are in harmony in views. I don't care for anyone here. I don't respect anyone here. Exceptions to respect being Toga and Spinner, as they have the same inspiration as me. Shigaraki is more complicated. Yes he's the leader in charge. But there's no actual personal respect. I know nothing about Compress, but he's useful, and not a pain
to work with. Same with Kurogiri. I can respect them. The outer soldiers, such as Muscular and the one that died are just extras (Katsuki vibes). But the League is a place for those who don't have a stance in society nonetheless. Misfits. So at the end of the day, whether we stand as individuals or not, we have that in common to come together with. That's what makes us stand out. We don't all have loyalties or unanimity. But we know how to congregate and contribute to each other. You fit surprisingly well as one of the operators. Though I was surprised when Shigaraki announced it, as the asshole never told me that he was after you himself because of that AFO guy the whole time. Hawks, I respect him and surprisingly care about him. I care because like I said I'm establishing a relationship with him. Plus you'd be upset if something happened to him, so I'd like to avoid that."

"How sweet of you. Imagine the others heard you speak like that. Especially Shigaraki."

"Shigaraki doesn't like me as much as I don't like him. Just because we talk doesn't mean we're friends or anything close, we've been rocky from the start. The only thing I can personally respect about him is that he helped me realize what I did."