Subject 13 (Clexa/ofc)

Chapter 7

Thinking of this was useless now. The only thing I can do, is build up my physique. In the course of my musing, dawn should have broken a couple minutes ago. So wasting no time, I put on a pair of specialised combat boots and headed towards the door... towards the new world.

As the thick metal door opened, a gush of air rushed into the room like air into a released suction cup.

I took a breath.

It smelt... different. The air was not exactly fresh but neither was it un-fresh — probably residual contamination from the nukes. Though, I'd say it leaned more towards fresh than contaminated as only hints of the acidic and pungent smell lofted through the atmosphere, most of what I could smell was new; a mix of pine, apricots and that strange perfume we all used to make as a kid from vegetation. It also lacked the overwhelming scent of bleach that desecrated the laboratories and urban areas.

My foot which had unconsciously taken a step, slightly sank into the soft ground. I took in the dark terrain. Some parts were visibly wet, soaked with puddles like it had previously been raining, while other parts, held a clay like texture in both looks and feel. The patch of soil I currently stood upon, was the latter and although I hadn't stepped in a puddle, I could feel the moisture trying to seep up through my shoes, or maybe I was imagining it.

However, I knew I wasn't imagining the unbelievable chill that swept my body. It was surprisingly cold, but I guess it made sense because it was only the early hours of dawn. The sun had not yet had the opportunity to warm up the planet.

Continuing to look around, I noticed the surroundings of the lab. From what I remember, it used to be built up with walls surrounding a village like structure, but instead of houses, it was all labs.

It wasn't like that anymore.

Instead, the wall was crumbling, most parts were missing and the paint that used to hide the rough concrete beneath was scarce - little bits of white dotted here and there, threatening to peel off at a touch.

Oh how a great civilisation fell.

One that waged war on everyone and anyone. One that ended up killing itself, and here we are, back to our roots, with trees littering the area like they were never cut down to build factories that cut down more trees, soil beneath our feets like we didn't cover every inch with concrete for selfishness and efficiency. A great civilisation indeed.

Each step I took felt illegal. I was never able to venture off on my own unless I had strict instructions to annihilate something or someone, even then, it was a do and then come back. The only ever times was if I was accompanied by scientists for observation purposes to see how stable I was. My limited freedom was owned to Becca.

My energy overwhelmed the boundary of my body. It felt like all the years of suppression and cryo suddenly rushed in and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't contain it.

It kept increasing. An orb of translucent white growing steadily within me.

It hurt.

All I could see was a white-washed scene like a milky film had blanketed the atmosphere. My eyes burned as if I had gotten chillies in them. Chillies that held a fierce fire the milk that was right within hand reach, couldn't sooth.

It hurt.

I couldn't hold it anymore. I couldn't suppress the bounds of frustration and angry that rolled off in waves from inside me. It was agonising, like the release was too slow for all the internal feelings that had been pent up all my life.

It hurt. The pain had multiplied tenfold.

As the dull pain that used to reside in my heart became the inferno that consumed my very body right now, I screamed. Everything was black, I couldn't see and I couldn't blink. I tried to reach out for help, if by any chance there was a kind hearted stranger that would pull me out of my misery. Who am I kidding?

Suddenly the pain stopped. My body fell limp and although I tried, I couldn't consciously move my head, my arms nor my legs. It was like I was fighting for control in the back of my mind, observing as my body moved on its own.

The arms that were outstretched in front of me had dropped, now hanging lifelessly complimenting a hunched over body. I felt like a zombie that just came back to life, still wondering what its purpose in life was.

Finally opening my eyes that were no longer burning, I surveyed my surroundings with wide eyes. The milky film had gone and I could see all the destruction I caused. In the direction that my hands had pointed, laid a wasteland. Where there once stood many tall proud trees whose bark was aged with weather, there was a crater. It was as wide as five military helicopters and extended past the visible horizon. The tops of some trees, that escaped whatever happened, plummeted from the great heights they were once situated as the trunks were no longer pushing against gravity. Branches sparsely rained down onto the crater, littering the massive hole in the ground making the clean-cut terrain, messy.

Tearing my eyes away from what I had caused, I surveyed the rest of the forest and found that nothing else was damaged. Surprising, I guess. It must've been like a laser beam made of the pure energy that was situated within me.

I looked at my own hands. What difference was I, to the very people that had destroyed the world? None. I was as much of a monster as the rest of them. I was no different.

The sound of hurried footsteps made me look back up, alert. Spinning all the way around, I saw the door to the compound being pushed open. As soon as the door gave way and air hissed in, the Commander and Clarke both came running out, weapons at the ready.

However, as soon as they saw the monster who had caused all the commotion, their jaws slacked, hands loosened and weapons clanged to the ground.

With a lopsided smile, I fully turned my body to face them.

"Well, fuck."

I mean, what else was I supposed to say?

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