You are my drug (l.s.)

(5/5) - Epilogue

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Harry couldn't believe that Nick had done this to him. Tears filled his eyes, as he ran away from Nick, entering bus who just stopped at bus station at parking place.

Why did he Nick do that to him? Harry loved Louis and Louis loved him. And Nick ruined it just ten days before anniversary.

He left the bus at station close to his and Louis' house. He knew that Louis probably won't be home, but he still hoped.

He walked in house. He saw that Louis' shoes and jacket wasn't here. So Louis really didn't come home. Harry knew that he could simply call Liam or Zayn, but he also knew that Louis wouldn't listen to him anyway. He cheated. He couldn't even let Nick come near him. He knew that this broke Louis.

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Louis was driving at Zayn's and Liam's place. He was still shocked at what he just saw. He barely saw on road, because of all tears that were running his down his eyes.

He entered apartment building, and knock on door of Zayn's and Liam's flat. Zayn opened them almost immediately.

"Hey mate, everything okay?" Zayn asked as he saw that his friends eyes were red like he was crying for whole day.
Louis just shooked his head entering apartment.

"Louis, do you need to talk? Is it something about Harry?" As Louis heard Harry's name he cried even louder.

"Louis, please tell me what's wrong so I can help you?"
"Can... Can I just get something to drink please? I need something to make me feel better"
"Louis, I don't think is good idea you haven't drink in three years-"
"Zayn, I need it, okay?!"

Zayn stood up from chair he just sat and poured some vodka into glass.

Louis drank it in few sips.

"So, Louis, are you going to tell me what's wrong?"
"Well, I drove to building Harry is working in to pick him up. When he didn't show up after few minutes I left car and decided to walk to his office to see if he had some extra work. I came to entrance of building and... He was kissing... I saw him kissing his ex, Nick"

"God, that's bed. But are you sure Harry kissed him? I mean I wouldn't be surprised if Nick forced him to, you know such a asshole he is"
"Well, Harry was pressed against the wall, by Nick, but he didn't push away. He knew that it would hurt me if I see this"

"Louis. Nick was visiting same school as us. You know such selfish asshole he is. I wouldn't be surprised if he kissed Harry to get you mad, so he could get Harry back"
"You sure that Nick kissed him not Harry Nick?"
"Yes Louis, I am sure. I can see how in love are you too. Please go to him and let him tell you what really happened, okay? I mean you guys have anniversary in 10 days! Just talk to him, please?"
"I.. I can try... I guess" Louis said and stood up from chair.

"Oh and Louis, you are not driving. You drank and I have time anyway. Liam won't be home before 7, so give me keys."

*Harry meanwhile*

Harry entered his and Louis' bedroom jumping into bed and letting tears running down on pillow. He knew he fucked up and that Louis won't let him tell what actually happened.

After half hour of thinking about what did he just lose, he walked to bathroom.

It's been three years since last time he did self harm for last time. It was when he found out that Louis was still drinking.

He also had self harm problems when he was about 17. When he came out as gay and people at school bullied him. Everyone expect Louis or Niall. He cried even more after just thinking of it.