Adora one-shorts

Self hatred bl00d

"Uh.." I look up at the mirror seeing it broken and not knowing what to say.

"Why were you doing that.."

"I-I deserve it"

"No you don't!" She comes closer trying to hug me but I step away.

"I haven't been in the gym in weeks! I'm weak!"

"JUST STOP!"

"NO!" I was about to smash the mirror again when she she grabs my elbows and clenches her claws in.

I stop smashing my hands. "OW! STOP DOING THAT!"

"NO!" She's trying not to cry "please stop doing this.. I don't want to hurt you"

"C-Can't.. I deserve this.." I can't take my eyes off the blood.

Her claws dig deeper "Adora stop."

"N-No s-stop doing that!!" I shout

"NOT UNTIL YOU STOP!"

"I-I can't.."

"Just breathe.."

"CAN'T..."

"Try with me.." she breaths in and out slowly I follow and do the same. I slowly calm down but I'm still shaky.

"There you go.."

"There's so much blood.." I mumble.

"I-I know.."

"I can't feel my hands either.."

"It's okay.."

My breathing has fastened again whilst we're both shaking a lot.

I turn the water on and clean the blood away but only makes me cry in pain more.

I notice catra's staring at the blood. "It's fine.. it's just a little bit of blood.." I try to make sure catra's not worried about me but it's not working. She steps away shaking and goes back into the bedroom pacing back and forth, panicking.

Glimmer knocks on the door as she heard shouting. "Catra..?"

Catra looks up at the door. "Sparkles?"

"Why we're they're shouting in here?"

"Blood.. shattered glass... Adora.... Shera..."

Glimmer looks at the bathroom door. "So let me get this straight.. adoras hurt herself. And there's a lot of blood..?" My crying is really loud enough that both Catra and glimmer can hear me.

Glimmer opens the bathroom door and sees me on the floor crying with blood everywhere. I lift my head slowly and everything's blurry because of the blood.

"Hey.. it's me.. I'm going to go and get a medic for you okay.." glimmer gently says as I nod slowly.

"W-Wait where's Catra..?"

"She's in the bedroom"

"Okay..." my voice is quiet.

Glimmer looks at the mirror then back down at me. "Why did you hurt yourself?"

I don't answer.

"I'll go and get someone but your gonna explain this all later okay?"

I still don't respond as she leaves the room and telling Catra "she's going to be okay"

After getting a medic glimmer sits down next to Catra "what exactly happened? All I know was that she hurt herself"

"I don't know.. I woke up to hearing her shouting at herself.. she won't tell me anything.. but she was being mean to herself.. and saying.. stuff.."

"Like what?"

"T-That she thinks she's useless and weak.. and that she hates herself..."

Glimmer nods.

The medic puts me on my bed after healing me with magic.

"Adora?"

"H-Hey.." I look drowsy from the magic the medic used on me.

"I used my magic to heal her and she's also on medication so she will be a little tired but she will be okay" the medic says.

"Can she cuddle with me?" Catra says quietly.

She medic nods "just be careful, she lost a lot of blood"

I lay down next to Catra as she wraps her tail around my ankle and cuddles against me.

Glimmer and the medic leave to give us 'space'

My wife purrs softly "it's okay.."

I stay quiet looking at all my bandages.

"Why did you do it..?" Catra asks gently.

I shrug and don't answer.

"Why were you yelling so loudly.." Catra starts crying and I don't know what to do or say over than mumble "it doesn't matter.. let's just pretend none of that happened.."

"We aren't going to forget this happened babe! You were yelling so loudly.."

"I'm sorry I"

"Everything you was shouting wasn't true.."

There's tears going down my face again.

"Your not weak or usless or Anything.. your beautiful.. and strong and my wife that I love more than anything..."

"You really mean that..?"

"Of course I do dum dum"

I faintly smile as she kisses my lips slowly.

"I love you more than anything"

"Promise?"

"Promise."

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The end! :D