Enhypen Imagines

Dilemma of Love | J.P

"Down the hall and to the right," the younger brother excused before looking back at you and you almost choked on your own spit.

Your eyes desperately switched between your husband's back disappearing around teh corner and his younger brother standing in front of you.

"Jongseong?" you questioned quietly as he just stared at you with wide eyes.

"Why the hell are you here?" he questioned as a frown grew on your face.

"Why the hell are you my brother in law?" you hissed in return and his eyes only widened even more before he rushed over and grabbed onto your elbows.

"Does he know?" he questioned lowly and you just looked up at him in confusion, "does my brother know... you know?"

"I never told him the fucking name, but he knows the story," you hissed and slapped his chest.

"How about we cook together like in the old days, show spousey here how good we are at cooking," his brother spoke up and Jongseong immediately hugged you, "well, you two are already good friends."

"A proper welcome was in its place," Jongseong excused as he turned to his brother and smiled tightly before walking over and patting his shoulder, "so... the kitchen?"

Jongseong quickly turned down through a door and you exchanged glances with your husband.

"He's seriously good at cooking. But don't fall in love with him, okay?" your husband warned with a small smile and you just shook your head, not daring to talk.

How the hell were you going to cope with this? The moment Jongseong had hugged you it felt like all your old feelings washed over you, but when your husband looked at you you still got nervous.

You quietly followed your husband into the kitchen, where Jongseong already was getting everything ready before your husband rushed over to help him. You sat down by the kitchen table to watch the two.

Once in a while Jongseong would turn around and look at you before smiling softly while he and his brother cooked.

"Oh... hyung... we've run out of ramen noodles, can you go down and get some for us?" Jay questioned and your husband immediately nodded before rushing over and pressing a kiss to your cheek before leaving, "you seriously can't mean you're married to my brother."

"Are you mad about this?" you questioned with a small frown, "because as far as I remember is... you rejected me."

Jongseong let out a heavy sigh before running both hands over his face, quietly nodding as he leaned back against the table behind him.

"I knew I should've told you about y brother that lived in America," he sighed and rubbed his forehead, "why didn't I tell you?"

"Why are you mad about me and him being married? How about asking that question?" you questioned and he just looked at you.

"How hard is it for you to understand? I am not mad! I am frustrated!" he exclaimed at you, making you purse your lips and arch a brow at him.

"You have no right to frustrated, okay? You rejected me, and for all I know you should be happy that we're in the same family now!" you exclaimed at him and he sighed once again as if you were the dumbest person on this planet, "hey would you stop acting like I'm some stupid girl that just doesn't understand anything?"

"Because you don't actaully understand my problem," he calmly spoke as he looked over at you with fire in his eyes, "don't you understand the reason I rejected you was because I already knew you were gonna go to college in the States! You think I wanted to keep a long distance relationship on top of chasing my dream to be an idol! It wouldn't have been fair to you."

"Oh so you think what you did was fair to me," you hummed sarcastically as he just frowned at you, "you think it was fair to just turn around and walk away without saying a word after I had told you about my feelings? You think it was fair to not even block me but actually change your number completely just so I couldn't get ahold of you? Do you think it is fair that you did those things, leaving me to fend for myself as I tried to get over you? So how about you actually appreciate my marriage with your brother, who was the one who pulled my thoughts away from you and pulled me out of my depressed state. Don't you think that would be a fair thing of you to do?"

"You don't love him!" he exclaimed at you meanwhile you just raised both your eyebrows at him in disbelief, "your eyes say it all! You look at him as if he's a good friend of yours, the way you look at me haven't changed one bit! You're still in love with me and not him."

"You had your chance Jongseong. I do not love you anymore, if you can't accept that I suggest you stay out of my life. I can't ask you to stay out of your brother's life, but you can at least do me a favor and stay out of mine once I leave," you warned and he let out a huff before pushing himself up from the table he leaned against, easily striding over towards you.

He stood right in front of you, arms crossed in front of his chest as he looked down at you. It seemed like he was searching your face for anything, any small hope he could find.

"You know I loved you too, right?" he questioned and you just arched a brow at him, "I loved you and I rejected you because I was scared a long distance relationship would hurt too much. So if you still love me... I suggest you figure out what the fuck you should do with the situation you're in. Because I don't care who you love, but it sure as hell ain't my brother. He don't deserve that and you don't deserve it either. So figure it out."

You stayed silent as you just looked up at him. A small sigh left your mouth before you stood up to face him. A small moment of hesitation washed over you before you stood up on your toes and pecked his lips softly. As wrong as you knew it was, it felt so right.

"You're right I'm still in love with you. I probably will be for the rest of my life, but with time I'm gonna learn how to transfer that love over onto your brother," you calmly spoke as you looked up at him, "you got your chance with me, now you got your chance to ruin me. Tell your brother about the kiss if you want, but don't tell me what to do with my life."

Jay simply just looked at you in disbelief as you sat back down on the chair again, acting like nothing ever happened. How the hell was he gonna choose what was going to happen. If he told his brother about the kiss then just maybe he would file for a divorce and Jay could get you, at the same time he risked his brother losing his shit in front of him. The other choice was to never mention it again and just watch his brother be with the person of his dreams.