Xav and I started talking again after a few days, but as I thought that everything will go back to how it was back then, Hannah just proved me wrong.
She posted a picture of her and Xav with his family in her instagram post.
His mother never really approved of our relationship, his father either, but his sister? His sister was one of the happiest person when we told them that we were dating.
But it seems like Hannah just got his family's vote. But me? What have I got? Love?
I don't even know if he still loves me.
Did he even love me?
Or we just dated because at that time I was the one there for him? Were we just caught up in our own personal problems, we never really bothered to think if it was love?
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Will love still make it through even with the loss of time for each other?
"Are you free tomorrow?"
"I have a dinner with my family and Hannah's, sorry, Selene."
"It's okay.."
There are lots of hindrances when you're fighting for your lifetime with each other, but I think, when his family doesn't support your relationship, that's the most unmotivating and challenging one.
"Selene? Are you mad?"
Can a simple "Sorry" mend a broken heart?
"Celestia, I'm sorry i didn't make it to our date.."
"At this point I'm not actually surprised, you know?"
"I'm sorry."
"Will your sorry change anything?"
What if your promise of a lifetime.. might somehow be fulfilled? It still counts 'cause the only one you ever loved that lifetime was that person, right?
"Xav?" I talked through the phone.
"What? I'm in a lunch date with Hannah's family."
"Oh.." I closed my eyes as head ached more. "I'm sorry," I groaned with the intense pain i'm feeling."B-bye."
"Celestia? Are you o-"
It might still count.
It was a great lifetime with you, love.
"You're so insensitive!"
"What happened? Answer me!"
"Celestia's hospitalized!"
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Uncertainty after uncertainty, Pain after pain, Arguments after arguments, People leaving and People loving- A non-ending film of broken hearts.
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Forelsket, Choi Yeonjun
Poetryon one, dark night, the stars aligned, and gave him his celestial. choi yeonjun of txt fiction © all rights reserved 2021
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