The time spent waiting for something to happen felt like years, my face was hot from embarrassment and from being too loud. I knew in my heart that from this day on things would change.
I had lied before and one of the people wasn't entirely new to me I just was unaware, in childhood, I'd already met Ami but in this new room of people, I felt isolated. Lizzy was hot and her tone and face just told everyone she meant business and that she wasn't to be messed with but that didn't deter me, I may have a knack for getting myself into things I'm not ready for, yes I had loved before and been in relationships but nothing really felt real.
In this room under the eyes of preditors, I prided myself in appearing unafraid I looked like a preditor myself and I was glad, "I'm not here to fall in love again I'm here to protect us from danger despite my disdain for the dumb boy"
we all sat at separate corners of the room waiting for something to happen or someone to speak other than Ami's biting or lustful comments towards anything that moved. Thankfully the silence was broken by some gross old man voice stating that it was time for cake and presents and that's when I was sucked back into the inner-world and not let back out for the rest of the night.
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Non-FictionI was finally out for the first time and we were in a strange place with some people I didn't know, I was scared and defensive but it seemed like all of us were a bit on edge, with me in one corner Ami in another Jayden yelling at us from the side a...
