The Secrets We Keep (CAMREN)

Chapter 11: What Is Happening

Shit she doesn't like it. Crap, I fucked up do something Lauren.

"Um-um" crap why am I freezing.

"Lauren, what's all this?" she asks looking at the table set up with a Large Hawaiian Pizza and soda.

Shit speak Lauren now.

"Uh" what the hell Jauregui talk.

"Is this for me?" she asks biting her lip. Shit why does she have to do that.

"Um, ye-yes" I finally say rubbing my right arm

"W-wow, this is amazing. Than-thank you" She says looking at me with a shy smile.

Wait what since when is Camila shy around me? oh yeah ever since we stopped being friends.

"I-It's and I'm sorry for everything diner" I say biting my lip because I'm nervous

"It looks great, but you didn't have to" she says but I nod my head denying her.

"I kind of do. I'm sorry for all the things I've done to you after ending our friend ship. I know you blame yourself for it, and yes you did break very important promise but I -I broke one too" I say looking down and holding in tears.

"Lauren you never broke a promise. I did" she says as I hear her walking towards me.

"No I did break a promise" I say not wanting to look at her.

"And what promise was it?" She asks as she lifts me chin up with her finger and makes me look at her

"I-I had promised you that I would never cut again" I say as I lift my sleeve up revealing my scars to her.

"Laur" she starts and then hugs me " I broke my promise before you broke yours. It doesn't count" she says holding me tighter.

"But I" she doesn't even let me start. and I feel her pull away slightly and looks into my eyes.

"Lauren listen to me. We both screwed up, but at this moment we are trying to fixing the friendship we use to have. If we weren't doing that I know you wouldn't have done all of this for me. So please let's just work on fixing this deal?" she says, and as I look in her eyes I can't say no to her.

"Deal" I tell her while nodding.

Camila's POV

I could tell that Lauren was really sorry for what has happened in the past 11 months. I mean she had gone beyond what she would normally do when saying she was sorry. She had gotten my favorite pizza even though she didn't like it, and she even got chocolate for me when she didn't eat it, unless it was Nutella.

As I let go of our hug I went and grabbed a slice of pizza and sat down on the pink bean bag that she must have brought back. When I looked over at her she still looked a bit upset and I had no clue why.

"Laur come here" I tell her and motion for her to come over to me.

As she walk to me I put my food down and open my arms for her to sit down with me

"Camila, I'm not sitting on the same bean bag as you" she says

"Well who said you had a choice now come here" I tell her as I grab her hand and pull her down to me so she is sitting on my lap.

"Camila!" she shouts while laughing

"Ha, there it is the Lauren laugh. I missed hearing it" I say smiling at her. "Now can you tell me why you look so sad after I just forgave you?" I ask playing with her fingers.

"I don't know" She answers as she looks at our hands that were now holding each other.

"Lauren please talk to me. I mean we are working on fixing this and I want to know what's going on please tell me" I say using my free hand to move some of her hair from her face.

"It's just I-I" and as she starts to stutter I interrupt her.

"Is it about the kiss from Wednesday?" I ask and after I say that her head pops up and she looks at me shocked. "I mean because if it's about that then" and right before I even finish I feel her lips on mine.

I was a bit shocked at first but then I didn't even hesitate to kiss her back. She was taking it slow and her hands were now holding my face. Out of instinct I put my arms around her neck and deepen the kiss. I could feel her tongue on my bottom lip asking me for permission and I grant it. As we continue to kiss I completely loose myself and lean back into the bean bag as she started to kiss me with more force. When air became necessary we broke apart and just stared at each other with labored breaths.

I noticed that she was about to say something but I stopped her.

"That was the best kiss I have ever had" I tell her as I look into her amazing green eyes and smile.