She shrugged "sure" she said and we moved on to the next. We go to the register to check out putting our stuff on the belt "I'll pay" she offered I shook my head "nah it's alright I got it" I said waving her off.

"Hi did ya'll find everything okay?" The cashier asked "Yes we did thank you"

💕Timeskip💕
~HOME

Me and ryo both had bags on our arms and I heard Ryo grunting "ughh hurry the fuck up this shit heavy" I rolled my eyes and unlocked the door and ryo rushed in past me dropping the bags onto the island counter.

"Alright lets put on some music and have a drink" ryo hooked up her phone to the speaker after grabbing it from the living room and started playing some music.

I grabbed my shot glasses and filled them with ciroc, gave one to ryo and threw it back, I looked at the bottle and filled my glass again and again and once more "damn girl you good? That was like five what's going on? Talk to me babe" I sighed and grabbed the bag with our art supplies and the bottle and our glasses "can you grab the canvases please" she nodded grabbing them and following me to the living room.

We set up our art stuff facing each other, we sat down and I poured another drink "ahhh.. okay" I said shaking my head "where do I start ummm... well to start Jalen came here the other day" she raised her eyebrows looking shocked but letting me continue before saying anything I nodded "yeah, he was mad that the cops took his old buddies, that I left and that the cops were looking for him.

"So he got mad I told him he was not welcome here that I didn't want him here and decided he was going to put his hands on me again so I grabbed the same bat I beat him with before and beat him with it again after calling the cops."

I looked up from painting and saw ryo looking at me with a sad smile, I smiled back and took another shot and continued.

"After the cops showed up the place was kinda trashed and then out of nowhere Eren comes in and was like 'I came to apologize the right way'. I scoffed holding up quotation marks.

"Awe that's sweet" ryo said I rolled my eyes "yea until he took me to his place to get me away from the mess that was going on in here, then we had a few drinks and dinner, he told me i could stay the night in the guest room and go back to mine in the morning, then proceeded to bring his ex over and fuck her while I'm there." I said looking down cause I felt so damn stupid for even getting myself involved with him after I said I wasn't going to anymore.

"What the fuck you mean" I nodded "yea so I left since they clearly didn't care."

"That's rude as fuck" "yea then he saw me at the gym the next morning and told me that 'he forgot about me being there' and I ju-"

"Hold the fuck up....." she said rubbing her head "HOW THE FUCK YOU FORGET ABOUT SOMEONE YOU INVITED TO STAY THE NIGHT?"

I just sighed and realized the bottle was empty and went to grab another "can we be done with this subject please" she nodded rubbing my back, I don't even know why I know why I'm upset about him I been knew I wasn't meant to be in a relationship, I clearly am meant to work on myself care I guess I can be selfish for once. I should finally worry about me not anyone else, finally do stuff for me.
                🎶Cue Music 🎶
"Lets do more shots yeah?, then show our painting okay." She said filling our glasses again and we threw them back. I was starting to feel a little buzzed... okay maybe a lot buzzed. I was just giggling my ass off.

"Okayyyy let me show you my painting I did" I said cheesing. "Ouuu me too"

"Okayy on the count of three."

"One"

"Two"

"Three"

We both turned out paintings around and gasp "AHHH... YOURS IS SOOO GOOD"

Ryo's painting 💕"YOURS TOO OH MY FUCKING GOD!"

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Ryo's painting 💕
"YOURS TOO OH MY FUCKING GOD!"

Y/n's painting 💕Just then 'Love Myself by Olivia O' Brien' came on and I just started singing my heart out little did I know ryo was recording me singing

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Y/n's painting 💕
Just then 'Love Myself by Olivia O' Brien' came on and I just started singing my heart out little did I know ryo was recording me singing.

"I don't need to know who I am yet, I don't need to have a solid plan yet"

"I don't need to be the same as everyone else, I JUST NEED TO MOTHERFUCKING LOVE MYSELF"

"I NEED TO"

"I NEED TO LOVE MYSELF"

"BEFORE I LOVE ANYONE ELSE"

Just then the door bell rang "I got it" and when she opened it it was the last person I wanted to see.

"Oh hell no" ryo said "sorry no stupid boys allowed" then closed the door in his face.


~Oi myri here I kinda loved this chapter only I had to learn to love myself before anyone else 😭🥹🤎~Author OUT

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