That's where she desveres to be.

I smiled back and happily believed whatever he said because a part of me knew what he said was true and a part of me hoped that she would wake up.

But she didn't.

I guess she likes making me sad.

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"California , you were amazing. Thank you very much!" I say through the mike.

"We love you California!" Liam shouts and we exit.

"Err. Guys , I'll meet you in a bit. I have to go somewhere." I tell the boys.

"We know. And we understand. Take your time." Liam gives me an assuring smile.

They know where I am going.

I drag myself along the narrow path. I look down at the dirt path , squinting just enough so it looks like an aisle , covered in rose petals. My body ' trudge on , slowly but surely , until I have arrived.

My eyes find her quickly and I manage to give her a small smile despite all the emotions I am being drowned in.

"Hi Crystal" I whisper.

I reach out my arm , closing the two foot gap between us. My eyes shut as I take it all in.

The cold stone grave is rough against my fingers and just as it once was with Crystal , when I touch it , a bolt of electricity flows through my veins. This is like a taser , burning my body. It leaves me weak and out of breath causing me to drop on my knees.

I glance at the journal she had written for me.

Crouching on my knees besides Crystal's grave , I stare at the diary.

Her last entry.....

Dear Harry ,

I am sorry I betrayed you again. Yes , betrayed. This entry is supposed to be read once I am gone. More like a letter for you to tell you that the time spent with you was the best and a wonderful time. I cannot thank you enough for what you have done for me. You are an amazing person Harry. A beautiful human. Clear as a Crystal. I am sorry that I hurt you. Not only once but twice. I am sorry I left you again and again. Forgive me?
I didn't fall for your fame , Harry but for who you really are. For how adorable you are and for how much you care for everyone in your life.
I am sorry I broke the promise. I am sorry that I left again when I promised to never leave you but I guess fate it is.
Please , don't hold on back to me. Move on , Harry. For me. Please. I don't want you all depressed. Promise , you will find someone better and someone who will love you more than I did. Someone as beautiful as you.
I am watching you Harry. I always will. And hope somewhere in forever we'll meet again just as we did and we'll continue with our " Cute Little Love Story. "
Remember , I love you. I love you with all my heart and I will never stop.
I love you Harry.
Forever and Always.
Crystal.

Tears pouring down my face , blurring my vision.

" I will keep my promise. For you." I croak out.

" I promise I'll be yours and you'll be mine until death and forever and after that "

My eyes shut for few moments as I stand here , drowning in sorrow.

"I love you and I hope you'll be watching over me."

I open my eyes and the rain has died down.

Even with all this pain , I feel a twisted yet a known feeling in my heart. When I look up and see the rainbow that has replaced the rain as if in command.

I feel a twinge of happiness in the first time since four years , knowing that Crystal will still always be right by my side.

I murmur -

" Forever and Always "

THE END.

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A/N
Thank you for your support and for patiently reading my first ever story.

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