Reruns (Elizabeth Olsen Fanfic)

Chapter 12

"So I wasn't your director?" I asked and she looks at me and shakes her head. "Was I any good of a director though?" I asked again and this time she nods vigorously making me smile at her cuteness.

I turn back to the screen and continue to watch. Its strange watching yourself from a period you really don't recognized. Its like my face on a different person, and I really don't recognize the person I'm watching right now. I'm all fidgety and nervous and its obvious. Now we're on the part with her sisters, the CFDAs, the one with my favorite picture of us on the red carpet. This was the one. Jimmy showed a picture of what it seems like me taking pictures of her and her sisters on the red carpet which ear a little giggle from the woman beside me catching my attention.

"You know you always bring a camera with you, everywhere we go even to red carpets and interviews. You always have them. That's why we have loads of photos back then." Then I remembered, I burned all the photos and films of us. Its sad that I've done that because those photos hold so much memories but I wasn't in control of myself.

"Have you still got some of the photos?" I asked seriously and she just looked at me then squint her eyes figuring out if I'm about to tease her with it or not. I would, but I'm not in the mood for that right now. When I got no answer I gave her a small smile and just turn my eyes to the screen again paying half attention to it. Maybe she doesn't have those photos anymore.

Next stop, Jimmy is now talking about a meet and greet and I know this story because Elizabeth and I went there yesterday and she told me about it. To be honest, I'm starting to feel sad about this, like knowing my life two years ago, which actually holds so much amazing memories. It's not that I'm not grateful for having a second chance but I just kind of wish, I still knew how it felt like being in that situation. Because as I watch myself on the video all nervous and uneasy, I can tell by the way I look at Elizabeth, I was happy. But anyway, I can't turn back time. I was fortunate enough to have a second chance in life. I could've died in that car crash.

"We have a clip and I believe this is what people are waiting for actually. Not to spoil anything anymore. Let's watch this."

"There's a clip?" I glanced at Elizabeth who seems in deep thought and raised her brows on me when I called her attention again.

"Sorry, what was that?"

"I asked if there was a clip?" I smiled and turn my head back to the screen seeing a video of me and my mom in a park or something, wait I know this place. "Where is this?" I asked, she knows this place. I kept dreaming about it.

"That's in LA" Her voice is a whisper and it made me glanced at her. Her eyes were on the screen but there is something in them that's intriguing me.

'Okay to answer that'

My eyes snapped towards the screen upon hearing this and saw the video moving around until it was just me and her.

'I want you all to meet, no that's stupid you all know her. So this, is my beautiful girlfriend Elizabeth and yea. She's my girlfriend and that's my mom and they love each other and that's cool and I hope you enjoyed this video, probably the most revealing video I've ever done and if you watched my last video, I'm feeling a lot more better and its nice to have my ladies with me for that and thank you for all your messages and support really means a lot. So that's it.'

I paused it. I don't know why but when I glanced at Elizabeth. She is still staring at the screen now with sad eyes, and that made my chest felt heavy. I haven't seen her like this before, maybe in her movies but this is different. She's not acting. When she realized that I wasn't playing the video anymore she looked at me and switched moods giving me a soft chuckle but not meeting her eyes.